my feeling for someone who never know my name .. T.T

 what is this ? i do not understand .. a feeling that hurt me inside , when to see you there with someone ..
i know, i do not have rights to angry to you .. you even do not know me exactly . i just do not understand why should i feel this ? you . without a heart saw me crying. and it was because of you .. it is so impossible if i was crying only because of you. hurt because of you .. but why didn't i smile ? why didn't i smile when saw you there with someone .. i just cry and they know i have felt a jealousy ..
  maybe i do not like you like the other does . but i have felt hurt more than the other .. why can't you see me ?
am i a stupid person who always waiting and waiting for you ? you even do not know to call my name . may be you even do not know it . or you forget since we are separated.
i was trying to forget you .. but i always forget to forget you ..
  and i hope you could always see me , as your friend . not as the one seems who didn't know you at all !

you are just like a like star , too far . and impossible to get !