tm.. tm .. (?)

  Loe tahu nggak apa itu tm ? bukan tmm loh ! tm itu tablemate , wahahaa .. gue punya tablemate yang bernama cacha,anissa,icha,blablabla yang super duper cerewet ! :D saking cerewetnya setiap gue dengan cacha lagi cerita-cerita di tempat kami. temen gue yang duduk di depan pun marah-marah dan kesal :D . sorry yo !
 gue ama dia udah duduk bersama (?) berdampingan maksudnya sejak kelas 7 semester 2 . sampe sekarang kelas 9  . hitung tuh berapa hari (?) hahaha ..
  gue sama dia nggak pernah berkelahi , gue nggak pernah ngomongin dia dari belakang dia, ah tidak. sebenernya pernah sih. yaitu di blog ini , haha . dia itu temen gue yang unik . tapi dibalik itu ternyata sebuah aura tersembunyi , (???) alias dia itu sungguh hebat dalam pelajaran matematika. sebenernya semua pelajaran dia hebat, cuma cenderung ke situ sih .
  tiap pelajaran di kelas , gue sama dia selalu nge-gosip . tentang inilah itulah, tentang sebuah keindahan alam yang sungguh menakjubkan #jiaaah ..
 banyak moment2 yang gue laluin ama cacha , hal-hal konyol lah kebanyakan .. hihi XD . nggak bisa di ceritain yaw ! soalnya mengungkap rahasia yang tak boleh di silet-silet (?) . apalagi saat di makassar bersama sesty dan cacha , jiaaah ! unforgetable moment laaah !

 mudah-mudahan kita jadi tablemate-an sampe SMA yo ? hihi XD insyaAllah kita nggak akan berkelahi.. dan langgeng selamanya (?) . yasudahlah , gue capek. bentar sore ada ulangan matematika !  sampe gue nggak lolos gue bakal salahin nih blog yang mancing2 gue nulis2 !! !!

 #kalau ada yang baca! hati-hati ! pemilik blog lagi error hari ini #bkzzzt *

wassalamualaikum wr.wb

from the left is cacha and then me .. (@makassar)

a day to forget (actually) :D !

 pada hari itu sungguh gelap, gue masih saja bersikeras untuk mencari makanan yang enak.. walaupun gue emang nggak bisa bawa motor malam-malam, tapi berhubung perut keroncongan .. sikaat ajeee . hehe /
 gue pada saat itu sedang bersama adik gue, kita sama-sama mencari makan malam yang pas sesuai keinginan . mampirlah kita ke warung "ronggolawe" :D yang agak jauh dari rumah .. sialnya, pengunjung warung tersebut sangat ramai . membuat kita harus menunggu sangat lamaaa .. huaah ! malah perut udah keroncongan lagi .. tapi setelah makanan tiba, kita pun bergegas untuk pulang dan tak sabar untuk makan ! #nyam ..
 saat di parkiran gue pun mencoba menyalakan motor ,alhasil . motor nya nggak mau nyala juga ! semua sudah dipriksa, tapi tak ada tuh yang bermasalah . gue pun menstater motor tsb, belum juga bisaaa.. mungkin hampir sejam gue nyoba untuk nyalain tu motor ! dan pada akhirnya gue dan adek gue nemuin cara konyol , yaah.. walaupun itu cukup berbahaya bagi keselamatan motor gue, tapi gue berkata dalam hati "ahh.. biar ajee ni motor rusak! yang penting gue pulaaang ! " alhasil motor pun menyala , yeeyy ! daaaan saat di jalan nggak tahu kenapa gigi motor gue tuh kayak tak berfungsi membuat gue oleng di jalan . membuat semua orang tuh perhatiin gue bawa motor ! sumpaah , maluuu pisaaan !! yaAllah mungkin gue udah berdosa kali , soalnya saat di jalan gue cuma ngata-ngatain motor gue " dasar motor sialan.motor sialan " . ahh, gue jadi trauma bawa tuh motor karena ketiban malu malam itu . huaaa T_T  .
 dan sesampainya di rumah gue ngambil piring dan langsung melahap makanan yang gue beli itu . adek gue juga ! gue makan penuh emosi, soalnya karena ntu makanan gue jadi malu di jalan ! hahaaaa ..  |

sekian, wassalam ..

:(

 assalamualaikum wr.wb
 huaa, hari ini nggak tahu ya. hari sial,kesedihan, atau apa :( . mulai dari tangan gue ke bor haha ! itu seru bukan kesedihan mah . yang gue maksud adalah ulangan matematika !
  ahh.. enggak juga, ulangan kan emang kewajiban ! ok. yang realnya adalah, sesuatu terjadi di perpustakaan kala itu #%$628(?) . dimana setiap hari jum'at setelah istirahat gue dan yang lainnya harus bergelut alias belajar dan latihan lomba cepat tepat fisika. tapi tak biasanya hari seperti hari ini dataang ..
 awalnya gue dengan yang lainnya saling bercanda. ketawa, ketiwi .. blablabla , sampai pada akhirnya gue nanya ke guru gue " mem. apakah si A dan si B nggak diikutkan lomba ? " . temen gue nyambung, namanya Sesty . "iya.kan mereka bagian dari kita juga mem, sedangkan ini . blablabla ... " . dan bukan jawaban yang gue harap keluar. :( . guru gue pun keluar dari ruangan, ahh.. mungkin rasanya gue salah bicara / bertanya tadi ..
 gue bersama dengan teman gue udah hampir nangis, ehh.. ternyata ada yang lain malah ketawa dan ngejek kita! sontak temen gue langsung marah-marah . " ehh.. emang mana kesetiakawanannya ccf ! cuma begitu, blablabla " ,gue juga kaget ngedengerinnya . gue cuma bilang "istigfar " . kemudian kita lanjut pembelajaran kami. dan few minutes after it, guru gue datang lagi . dia membicarakan permasalahan awal , gue sama temen gue hanya bisa nunduk. kan nggak mungkin kita mau nge-bantah ! dan pada saat itu adek kelas gue malah bilang "huu ! rasakan ! " . bagaimana gue dengan temen gue itu nggak mau marah coba , temen gue pun langsung pergi dari ruangan, setelah itu dia enggan mengucapkan sepatah kata pun sama kita  .. ahh ! adek kelas gue itu emang kurangajar bangeeet :@ .
 yeaahh .. sesuatu seperti itu dalam setiap pertemanan memang wajar . tapi bagaimana caranya mau bekerja sama , kalau dalam diri masing2 masih ada ego ! ..
 gue minta maaf yaa, mungkin ini semua salah gue. gue nggak maksud, awalnya gue emang mau bertanya doang kok ! ya , sudahlah semua telah terjadi .. hadapi saja hari esok ! :D

what do you think ?

 

     when we were 7 grade

8 grade :))

what else ??

tgc,genkerz, ?

 "come on all of you support 7c to be the winner in this competition......" that was a song , and it was sung by us. when competition of football for each class , and in fact my class was b the winner .that its.

 Aslkm .. readers, this is my story.and our story :)

  i started my life in al-azhar from class a ,i was sitting with my friend winda, when student orientation period .i was the very geeky , ya i am :p . i weared a worn veil at da time , oh God .. and when the MOS was finish, i have become the real Al- azhar junior high school student . i am . i feel so great , but in the next few month  unfortunately i passed the evaluation ext. class, i enter to that class , so. i move from 7a , and that was the story of mine began ..

once upon a time , hahaha :D . kidding , when i saw my name on the website , i felt so doubtful because i thought that class will b the hardest class ever , ah . i felt so scare on english :P .
  i was sitting with my friend endah , we had already planned to sit together , she was my friend from 7a. we were very closed in that time. we even made a study club with fadlun and syarifah , :D . but when the next semester , we move to lang. lab , i sat with cacha and eno , endah was in front because she couldn't see well .
and i have a friend Audry , she and her close friend before name our class TGC , that was teenager gokil community , but it haven't recognized by some of our friend .. i have a lot of moment in 7c , when i am still a greeky person and try to have a style , and also i have fans someone in 7c , well bung. only fans !! nothing more feeling, okay . [ i share my life and only in my blog :)) ]

 second story, when i was 8 grader . i have many experience here .. i started to change my life more than better , i don't know , it has success or not . [well, i am crying now. do not know how to tell this story, i love my 8c :'( ] . before eng. camp , we tried to prepare anything well , first is name . all the boys in our class had not recognized TGC , so we tried to make a name together with our supervisor . so. all agreed with a name genkerzz " genk of solid, smart , and dangerous community " .
"this time for the genkerz , this time for the stavol , this time for eight che .... "
   i am still remember on that words, we sang together on one place ..

now, i am nine grader , i don't know that i just think when we have already graduated . i love them so much , i don't have many experience yet , but . i think in 9grade is will be the best memory ever , amin .
 who asked for the name of 9c ? i tell you this " ? "

i can't remember how . i can't remember why .
life goes on ! wassalam .

can i save you ? make you feel better anymore.

Assalamualaikum warrahmatullahi wabbarakatuh
 guys(orang-orang dari mana coba ?) judul entri ini gue ambil dari lagu simple-plan , save you .. gue suka banget sama liriknya yg gini no matter what I do I can't make you feel better  .   kenapa ? karena ya . it seems happen to me.
 gue emang nggak sempurna ,gue masih dalam tahap perkembangan untuk menjadi lebih baik, dan lebih baik . bukankah semua orang seperti itu ? . tapi dalam problem kali ini gue minta maaf banget, gue sering ngecewain lo . bikin loe sedih, atau apalah . terserah , gue sebenernya udah ngelakuin apa yang gue bisa. ternyata yang gue lakuin itu gatot alias gagal total , entah karena apa, itu hanya bikin loe kecewa . swear ! gue sebenernya nggak niat untuk nyakitin lo atau apa lah. gue hanya mau ngerubah sikap gue yang membuat loe benci . tapi ternyata gue gagal lagi ..
 sorry , i can't make you feel better ..
gue emang pengeeen banget buat loe jadi feel much than better dengan sikap gue , tapi mau gimana lagi. gue udah nyoba . nyoba ngerubah sikap gue yang dulu ke elo . ah , in fact i have failed .. perubahan gue terjadi dengan sendirinyaa .. sorry , jadi jangan salahkan diri gue lagi ,untuk ngerubah sikap gue menjadi lebih baik lagi, gue perlu tuntunan .

 you ask me to save you, make you feel better . but in fact i have failed, so teach me on it,it will be fair ! i am waiting friend . 

i am yoopies ;))

 buat yoopies.. udah pada nggak asing lagi kan denger drama-drama ataupun film yang udah di bintangin oleh yoo sung ho oppa . wuah , pokoknya udah bnyak deh .. di sini gue akan tampilkan foto-foto yoo seung ho , di beberapa drama ataupun movie ..

warrior baek dong soo

haha .. gue sempat ketawa lihat rambut oppa yoo eung ho, soalnya rambutnya panjang banget.

ngalahin panjang rambut gue deh.. hehehe :D , tapi tetep aja cool.. betul ?
 oppa di sini mendapat peran antagonis dan menjadi laki-laki dewasa  .. wuaa , bukan brother of nation lagii dong .. yoo seung ho sndiri dia akan ngubah image nya menjadi "nation actor "  .. we'll see ;)

Blind
film yang menceritakan tentang gadis tuna netra yang menjadi saksi kunci dari pembunuhan sadis..

jujur gue takut banget nonton nih film, baru trailernya aja. gue udah merinding duluan , gue emang takut banget kalo udah nonton yang berbaur horror .. ckckck ! sebenernya nggak terlalu menyeramkan sih , hanya suasana gue nonton nih film rasanya parno bangeet ! hiyy .. serem , haha ! bagi yoopies yang suka film tentang pembunuhan or something like that .. come on ! jangan ketinggalan .. BLIND ! castnya yoo seung hoo oppa yey !

fourth period murder mystery

 hearty paws ..

nih film .. sumpah, bikin gue nangis abis-abisan deh .. filmnya menyedihkan banget, temen gue aja sampe pilek gara-gara nonton nih film .. ceritanya tentang bocah laki-laki yang mencuri anjing untuk di berikan kepada adiknya .. yoo seung hoo lah bocah itu , karakter dia di sini yang gue lihat dia itu cuek tapi perhatian.. kayaknya karakter oppa kebanyakan gitu yaa .. ;)) . nih film udah lama banget, sekitar Tahun 2006 . buat yoopies yang belum nonton , buruan nonton segeraaa ! di jamin , nangis loo ! haha

 God of study(2010)

 God of study cocok banget untuk memotivasi kalian pade-pade yang malas belajar, hehe .. 

seorang pengacara miskin yang tiba-tiba datang ke sebuah sekolah yang paling di benci orang di sekitarnyaa.
dia berusaha mendidik 5 siswa/i untuk masuk ke Universitas terkenal CunHa . heyy, gue suka banget karakter oppa di sini ! cool gimana-gitu . loe bisa lihat tuh gaya nya .. udah kelihatan banget coolnyaa, dan tenang ajee. di sini oppa paling banyak di syuting kok ! hehehe .

agan , loe tahu nggak ? ini baru beberapa dari drama/film yang yoo seung ho oppa bintangin, there are still many others.. hua, baru segini tangan gue udah mau keriting . gimana kalo semua ? udah putus kalii .. ahh, pokoknya yoo seung ho, sangat berbakat banget deh dalam beracting .. mau antagonis , cool , penyayang, dll.. dia bisa deh ! untuk director film/drama korea banyak-banyakin lagi deh film nya yoo seung ho, hehehehe!

i am a yoopies , how about you ?

i even still cannot ..

 everytime i think to forget you , but it even can't be done , i cannot forget you like i say , why do you always make me hurt ? my biggest fault here is , why do i love you ? should i end my feeling now ?
  tears by tears continued from my eyes .. i do not what should i do, i am sorry . i love you ..
tears continued because i love you .. i may be can't b yours , but let me to feel happy with you , not a pain like this..
 everytime i think to say something to you .. i want to talk to you it even just for 10 seconds ..
i am tired now, tired to train myself for a week . a week and only for 10 seconds. ya, i did .
 i cannot do anything now, forget or love you is still can't b done . it just make me hurt .
should i end this feeling or not ? i even do not want to do it ..

  it all happened because i love you at the first sight ..

and i tell this is a true , i have been loving someone. who cannot like me like i do .
 is there another way to forget ? because i am weary ..

heyy you !

 are you trying to make me down ? are you trying to make me like a fool !? or you do that seems like make me like a fool ! am i stupid like you think ? and . last , are you trying to make me jealous ?
 my answer is you are the fool one, bcz u try to make me jealous . while i even do not jealous with you and him.
now , i am not . but you ever made me cry a lot in my bedroom . shouted on the pillow , did something crazy alone .. you ever , while you are my friend .. don't you have a heart to feel ? ohh.. you maybe do not care about me..
     it only my past . and now, i won't feel it anymore or i try to do not feel it ! i won't feel jealous, so.you will just like a fool ! none care about my feeling in this world , haha ! and even do not understand it ..

  i am not the fool one .. i can smile to see both of you . and laugh a lot to see you try to make me down ! with a stupid way ! ha ha ha # REALLY FUNNY !
heyy you know that i like him ! but you did something make me dissapointed. okk!

i would forget him , i tried to forget him , i could forget him , i forget him ..

my feeling for someone who never know my name .. T.T

 what is this ? i do not understand .. a feeling that hurt me inside , when to see you there with someone ..
i know, i do not have rights to angry to you .. you even do not know me exactly . i just do not understand why should i feel this ? you . without a heart saw me crying. and it was because of you .. it is so impossible if i was crying only because of you. hurt because of you .. but why didn't i smile ? why didn't i smile when saw you there with someone .. i just cry and they know i have felt a jealousy ..
  maybe i do not like you like the other does . but i have felt hurt more than the other .. why can't you see me ?
am i a stupid person who always waiting and waiting for you ? you even do not know to call my name . may be you even do not know it . or you forget since we are separated.
i was trying to forget you .. but i always forget to forget you ..
  and i hope you could always see me , as your friend . not as the one seems who didn't know you at all !

you are just like a like star , too far . and impossible to get !