i want but you go .

when it the first sight i feel so you're the beautiful one..
 i was looking at you anytime but you even do not want to look back , you just go ..
i saw you when you just went of at the place.
 i smile but my heart was crying a lot.
don't you feel the same like me ?
 i need time with you at least only to call your name.
but everythings looks like a silly thing !
 i can't do anything else ,
  i saw you,but you even didn't want to look back
 i called your name , but you even didn't want to stop to walk.

i cried, but you just laughed.
i shouted but you said 'crazy'
i forget but you said 'it's up to you.'
i hate but you smile
i smile but you're angry
i ask what's my mistake but you answer ' your mistake is to love me' .

you were only in the past . but you put me even not in your past,or this time..