at least i understand it..

 i made a mistake. i regret , i feel like i am a fool ! none want to trust me again, i know . even my teacher do the same. i have made them dissapointed . mianhae , but i know there will be a miracle comes next time.
  i remember that day. we were crying a lot while they only laughed at us. it was hurting me much." did we like a fool in front of you ! swear , i saw you now. just same as a dirty rubish " i said it in my heart at the time. and i said again "arini. you'll face more than much later. it is just the beginning " . yea, i understand that. the beginning sometimes is the hardest one ! . now, i don't feel that again, if you want to mock me. i can just show you my smile..
  one day. a guy from other school text me
"hai. bahaya ! kalah "he said
"iye " i answered
" terbuktikan kalo sekolahku memang hebat "
"iya.terserah " i answered again
" tumben .tidak ngebantah ! pasrah yaa ?"
"bukan begitu. hanya saja sy tidak mau ungkit dan ingat2 lagi " i said.
"ohh.. sudahlah, kalian sudah menunjukkan yang terbaik kemaren itu. menurutku kamu hebat juga ! blablabla"

we talked each other.. and i was actually laughing, when he said ''you actually have shown your best ! " .
what happened with that guy ! he tried to mock me at the first time right ! but look. at last, he act like a friend of mine.. then, now. i understand that, we don't have to regret a failure. it just still the beginning, we could regret something. when we just put down a challenge and stop trying to get the best .

at least i understand , when i stop trying .it shows that myself is more than the stupid one!

ok guys, itu aja yang bisa gue tulis. maap english gue berantakan, itu emang kekurangan gue. dan kelebihan dari tulisan ini hanya dari Allah s.w.t . mudah2an bermanfaat ya

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