this.

i've fighted with myself , to be the winner from the battle i have inside .
i've done all my best , i've tried all i can do, ah no. not all maybe
i'v done and every little thing , it seems ... never enough for you
or you just too blind , you don't see right through me .
can i just stop pretending not to care ?
can i just stop pretending to be happy ?
and above all , i am actually tired. tired of being the one who should standing alone.
the one who is invisible in your eyes since the time we spent.
i am not asking you to always thinking about me , though you wouldn't too .
but , have you ever seen me even once ? in your lifetime ? this far ?
you know , i love you , no doubt.